bebebe mature.

'..........hello. be mature, syadza.
you're 14 already.
but you're still like a child.
please, be mature'

suddenly, that thing was accros my mind.
and, i hope i can make my parents proud of me.
really, i really want to.
but... can i do that? i'm afraid, if someday, i'll dissapoint another people.
hmm, maybe i already do that now. but i don't realize.
i'm so sorry. i'm not perfect and you all do know that.